there is never any reason to date a girl like this. never!

This is either a flagrant display of barely repressed juvenile homosexuality and the consequences of homeschooling, or the work of a comedy genius.

:D i am in love with this kid.

day two in the apartment, there is no outlet by the bedroom window, so we cannot use the air conditioning, Apparently, there cannot be an extention cord on it with out the risk of fire. so colin has the genius idea to stick it in a bucket and let it run in the room. when i mentioned it might over heat this way, he stuck the back end outside of the bedroom door, and draped a blanket over it.

when the electricity is a billion dollars, he is not allowed to complain.
also, there will be hell when i have to pee tonight and have to turn on the light and move this contraption.
i'd take a picture, but alas, i left my camera at kristens on the fourth and her phone was turned off today when i called.


we went shopping, bought nothing, some eggs and milk and bread (wheat eww)
eh, i have to buy my own food. good bye savings.

moving today... i think. EVENTUALLY'
no one is getting out of bed to help me get boxes in the car or anything.

Which is cool because a mattress is arriving in like an HOUR.

BAHHHHHHHHH


I MIGHT KILL MY BROTHER

oh and i think my mom is crying in her room that 'm leaving, that's kind of cute.

i hate that men and women can't be friends.
unless it's a friend's significant other, or your significant other's friends.


that's retarded. maybe i just want some male friends. i just can't stand girls most of the time.






no offense.

i don't want to listen to death cab any more.

i was at the gay parade, and he was on stage talking, he got off stage and i ran after him trying to get him before the tent.
he got to the edge of the tent and lingered and i shouted "DENNIS"
(i really wanted a photo with him!)
he ignored that, and went in the tent again.
disappearing.

so i shouted "this is why you'll never be president" and ran away

this is someone else's world.

camp was amazing. there aren't words to discribe the friendship and community and happiness and EVERYTHING that is there

i made my own constellations, and words. talked about lovecraft and bicycle repair man.

i had 3 old ladies tell me i was more powerful inside then i knew.

i had a psychic tell me i was going to end up going to school for a long time.

made friends with two of the best people ever, who are so beautiful and wonderful and made me laugh so hard!<3

and... a lot of stuff.

and i don't think my mind will let me elaborate more then that, because when i try to form words i can't.
sorry guys, you just need to go next year and figure it out yourself.

i wish i could have stayed all week!

1- i am going to pagan camp all of next week. well, until thursday at least. i will no be able to respond or read anything.
2- camp gets no reception. do not call or text me.
3- alex is a creepy pervert. some how i manage to forget this and respond to his hellos everytime
4- the preview for next weeks doctor who does not match the wikipedia blurb about it and that makes me confused
5- but the trailer had a lot of rose in it and it looks a million times more interesting then what i thought it would be about
6- seriously i almost pissed myself watching it.

oh man. we got the place we wanted. it's so nice.

it has wood floors and a fake fireplace and a big livingroom and is on clifton and ohmygod.

i'm squeeishly happy.

it's 4:30 and i'm awake thinking about dr. who

i hate river song.

she's too smart, too cocky, and i'm too much of a rose shipper/ who purist (which often get in the way of each other) to think he would marry anyone ever.

looking at message boards i've come upon a few theories.


1. Its a flux point in time and the future can be changed (Fixed and flux)and since she called him in before they meet, she fluxes it and She dies.
3. Shes evil and shes setting a trap for the Doctor by pretending to know him (that TARDIS book could actually be the Doctors biography from the Library and shes using the information in it) because they did make a big point about bios in the begining. it had to mean SOMETHING.
4. Shes a time stalker.
5. She's a regenerated rose from the future.(you know the heart of the tardis does some freaky shit)
6. She's from the paradox jenny opened, hoping to make a fake mommy.
7. (and my FAVORITE) she's captain jack with a sex change.


i'm so pretty.


so pretty and witty and GAY

traci hates:
headaches
infected eyes
adults that act 16 and tell her to quit acting old
adults who have bad things happen to them and think that they will happen to her
not knowing how dr. who will end
having to wait every week to see the next advancement of the story
spirit names
not being able to process cheese anymore
clutter but the need to keep everything
not having any summer time fun
being the youngest
feeling like she's going to mess things up
people who don't know how to let other people put in their thoughts
infected eyes
being suddenly fat
not having fifi in the same state.

bahhhh. nothing is worse then getting 89% in a class.

oh well. going on a trip this weekend. it will be nice to sleep in and be spoiled in someone elses room!

hi.

HI.

just a little message i'm putting out there.


i'm already anti-social as it is. and hate talking to people.
i talk to 'friends' so people don't think i'm a bitch who thinks she's too good to talk to others.

i'm okay if people hate me.
so for the love of god, if you don't like me...
or find me obnoxious...

just leave me alone and stop pretending to be my friend so i don't have to pretend to be nice to you anymore.

so i was babysitting today, and the kid i was with decided to get in a no fight with me
where he says no no no to everything i said
and i was going yes yes yes back, forgetting i was trying to reason with a 2 year old
so i realize the futility of it, stop, and of instead of saying yes again, just go "PURPLE!"
and the kid was so confused he just gave up and ate his food

oh man i love james and spencer<3




( under the cut, pictures of the babies... trying to eat straws, and being generally adorable  )

traci loves skinny, scruffy(sometimes bearded), boys with glasses. even more when they wear old, slightly tight, thrift store shirts.

specially hers.

yup.
ohgoshthatshirtlookedreallygoodonhim





what is my problem? i am blogging like a high schooler lately.

also, in other news; one would think at 20+ people would stop being immature douche bags.
this is not true.

these people should not be breeding.

there is a sign here at cleveland state that says "caution, door opens out"
it's at the end of this hallway, that completely empty except for this one door at the end, that is glass, and apparently opens... out.

well the door has always been there but the sign is new...
which means some one had to have been hit by the door to warrant the school to put a sign there.
and the thought of that made me laugh out loud in the hall way when i was alone... i might have looked insane but i don't care!

people walking into glass doors is a really hilarious thought for some reason